how i wish this pain would finally flee the hole I own alone this lonely, cold home the same hole borne from waiting by heartbroke windows a boy waiting for mom to come home now, i am still. Waiting for those that will never arrive
For what is love. Is it a need. A need to be near. A need to admire or be admired. The frolic of her hair spun like rays of Saturn. Is it the smile that lights the dark and lightens my heavy heart? Perhaps, it's her words etched in my mind, a soliloquy of song on repeat all time. Perhaps it's the chase, the sadness on my face to see you both near and far. Perhaps it's that your presence stays present, no matter where you are.
Sadness reigns king. As eyes rain, bleed. The Hollow seeps in Each night darkness wins, as my walls grow weary, thin. The last voice left is within. The hole makes me, whole. Blackness suffocates soul. Bleed, me again. Free, shed my skin
Here.
Right here,
Is where she left.
The stain of memory
on the asphalt ground, cornering the brick wall.
Where do your remnants exist?
Only in the mind, my dear.
They told me that nature will conquer the concrete,
an overgrown Amazon within the city,
as if nature can ever “overgrow” itself.
But in this alley
are no roses,
my favorite of your favorite gifts once adored.
Man laid the concrete too thick
and that is why men don’t know their feelings.
Because a city is merely a reflection of its priorities-
the building with the most power is always the most tall.
Here, there are no room for flowers, not for you. None at
an angels feather
left behind in the palm
of an infants hand
Many times a whispers eyes
transcend the luminescence
poetrys concrete walls
to plexiglass’ sand
the clouds weather through outside the spread
to make a pure syphon of air
the breeze made just for your radius
hovering over, knight you with pure thoughts, the night's elegance
The aroma of muscular compassion
a more real sense of touch
The knowledge of knowing
For the sake of the love of loving
The smoothed coat
Of a puppy in spring
Droplets of rain
slipping off leaves
onto your thirdeye
surprisingly, as you walk for the sake of walking this beautifully empty street